That is the sound of my forehead hitting the table.
I don't know, I don't want to play serious games lately. I just want to blitz. Does this have something to do with a constant desire to win? Blah, I need to get rid of that. I feel like I'm playing less games because I'm afraid it'll kill my rank. Ugh, that's so bad for me though. I haven't played anyone higher ranked than 12k unless it was for a tournament, also..
I need to listen to Wayne and play more games against higher rated people.
I think I'll hop on "mayonnaise" for a while. Maybe more free games are needed.